nt feeling well today...argh...
feel so weak and sick...spent 4 hours in the same tut room..super cold..hahaa...feeling so drowsy now...still got a report to do..arh...


life's so wonderful with you beside me, standing by me no matter wad happens

tadaas! currently in tp's library..passing time...super cold down here even though im wearing my pullover...

boring boring....


shld have brought my matric card..den can borrow movies to watch!

super cold plus stomachache now..gotto go....

here to update..
had NCO course/camp last weekend..haha..lectures and lectures...felt very diff as we are the ones giving lectures now...
this camp made me and yiying experienced CIship...em..the feeling of bieng a CI...it's where we put our theory and 3 months training into use...yea..still need time to adapt and be a good respectable CI..
haha..thru out the whole camp...CI's seems to be the "baddie"...no comments..
oh..yiying fell of the safari bed and the whole bed toppled...hahahaha..laughed lik mad...
had BBQ on the 2nd night...yeah nice...couldn't play as much as we did like in cadet life..tough being a CI..gotto project a gd role model,gd image...yeaps..



TODAY

had 2 whole hours of boring CSAS..talking abt conflict management...my mind was practically shut down...haha..too lethargic
went meensa to eat for break..wha! and their cup of tea only sells $0.35! super cheap..
FC lab today...yeah got tt china teacheer =) sam's practically gg because of him..ahahah..today's experiment was soOsoo funn..no discipline at all..hahaha..fathin filled the glove full of water..curious me went to take and play with it...haha..super funnyy..everyone in the lab was laughing and laughing...kinda fascinated by it huh..then velda went to draw smiley face and wrote her name on it...but the product was pretty niceee done.spent the whole lesson stirring and heating carbohydrates..squeezing out water from the weeping gel..=D
aft sch..went NYP find dear...stupid..last min say wad playing soccer...went srgn macs watch vcd agian...cha lai angels...nt bad movie...entertaining



-carribean blues-

You are a Total Romantic

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Are You a Romantic or Realistic?

You are a Total Romantic

For you, love is like a fairy tale.Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie.Problem is, you sort of want all three. You bring the spark in the relationshipIn turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burningNot a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

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went out to study today... saw many many peeps! felicia..sok cheng and wan nee..hahas..

went dear's house yst...had curry rice for lunch..i was famished, super hungry alr..yet he stil keep playing his counterstrike..'last game last game...' bluff de lo...hungry till wanna die le..

went downstairs buy rice...ate and watched house of wax at the same time...bought a bottle of sparkling juice also...nicee...

at night..had dinner with his whole family...evryone was in pairs..yupss...

that's abt it..

tmr's O's le..wish those ppl taking all the best..god bless you !

din go sch the whole day today...haha dear came my hse...played comp games with my brother and his friend...

watched..house of wax and gong ye man wang fei..heh nicee..

2nd class drill trng tmr..goota go down...den many many things to do...and @!%%^ NCO camp is like next week! and..urgh...ok..me and yiying will try our best de..


gonna slp late tonite...many lecture powerpoints to prepare...


i love friday!

hehs! had CSAS today...our teacher was called mrs sumathi...haha..fun and out going...had so much fun in her lesson =)

went to meet dear aft lesson at kovan..had lunch at pizza hut...ate..hawa pizza and chicken pasta...nicee =)


haha..had so much fun in todays's FC lab session...did dunno wad wet and dried sample thing..gotto go back to lab to get the results tmr agian...did some PH buffer...heh heh fun sia..weighed 15g of cake into the erlymetrical (dunno huw to spell) flask..den added 50ml of deionised water..then stir stir stir..mix mix mix..fun but disgusting...guess wad..den we got to titrate it!!hhahahahah...but i lazy,my grpmates did instead..

long time no blog

sch starts..tut,lect,lab..sianx...

3 new subjects...wha..


nthg much to update abt also..

miss SJC and my friends so much=)

till then SIMPLE IN VIRTUE STEADFAST IN DUTY

has been a long and unhappy week...
yea..only a few moments was '=)'...

went marina south for steamboat with family and ye ye...lots of ppl..majority were typical and ugly singaporeans...sad to see huw they behaved...didn't have much appetite...
went home..took a bath...smell so nice now..whahaha..listened to the song Love, me...felt tt the lyrics were sososo meaningful..i cried...

if you get there before i do,
don give up on me.
i'll meet u when my chores are through
i dunno how long i'll be
but im not gonna let u down
darling wait and see
and between now and then till i see u again
i'll be loving you...Love,me...


wonderful story with perfect lyrics and so much feeling...


and between now and then till i see u againi'll be loving you...Love,me...

has been a long and unhappy week...
yea..only a few moments was '=)'...
went marina south for steamboat with family and ye ye...lots of ppl..majority were typical and ugly singaporeans...sad to see huw they behaved...didn't have much appetite...
went home..took a bath...smell so nice ..whahaha..listened to the song Love, me...felt tt the lyrics were sososo meaningful..i cried...


if you get there before i do, don give up on me.
i'll meet u when my chores are through
i dunno how long i'll be
but im not gonna let u down
darling wait and see
and between now and then till i see u again
i'll be loving you...Love,me...


wonderful story with perfect lyrics and so much feeling...



and between now and then till i see u again
i'll be loving you...Love,me...

=)


i shldn't have thought of ending my life...

feeling better...situation is still unstable..

had no choice but forced by family to go johor yst...

my heart wasn't with them at all...

bought a adidas shoe bag..two shirts..

.......


confused

happy life....blah blah blah....


sweet dreams for two whole nights..heh heh...haha

went prime supermarket to look for the jelly jelly soy dessert cause some stupid pig name jordan like it so much...in the end dun haf...haha..

saw this turn turn machine..put a dollar in..and turn the toys out kind..heh..it was spongebob inside..so..yea..went to turn...haha..it was a spongebob keychain..dear and I each got one..he got the uglier one..hahas

then took bus to sheng siong supermarket cause mama say there have..pushed the trolley..heh heh and we went shopping! fun fun fun...bought chin chow and the ice jelly...had a hard time deciding wad flavour of syrup to buy...in the end we saw wine...den wanted to buy...but too ex...so bought the grape sparkling drink...hahs..

ate otah aft tt...den..home sweet home =))

i miss SJC
i miss all my friends
i miss the blue uniform
i miss the times we are tgt
i miss- meidan
i miss- yue ying
i miss- ppl whom i've let down

-depre55ion-
read * blog...knew it was all in the past..but it scares me..it saddens me..wad if you were jus like before..and I'm just your number 13...

life aint as happy as before,
i'm slowly losing trust and faith.
without these two;
a relationship aint gonna work.
soon..it'll be over.
nothing is forever.
you made me realise that.

So far so good...these few days has been..ok..well...went played pool...i won 0 out of 4 rounds with jor..he send me home...did some stupid things at the bus stop la...made me fell flat on the bus stop ground..oUch
just updating abit...


29th
went night safari after work with dear..hehs very very very nice!saw some performance outside...went in took the tram ride...den stopped at east lodge there..walked to see many many animals..cool cool cool...lots of walk and trails..went back the tram again..saw many many animals..mostly were just a few meters away only...some were just beside the tram...
aft tt proceeded to the creatures if the night show..super entertaining and funny..it's a must-watch if you ever go there...
left at 10 plus...went to the souvenier stall..dear bought 2 bracelet...
overall..it's really worth going to night safari =)












30th
went lion dance with dear...sat at the back of the lorry..wha fun..chged into the lion dance clothes and all..den went along to see the performance...




-life isn't as beautiful as I expected it to be-

Work was suppose to be off today..but me and dear dunno..in the end blur blur still go work..early by 1h...stupid..
haha work in JA( jungle asia) today again..not much ppl during weekdays..spend most of the time slacking..haha
hahaha..love work today..dear working dining..den can see each other most of the time..=))
went to do settings for a function tonight...wha..super ma fan with tt female manager...she's no good..bossy and picky...bleah bleah blah...
aft work went AMK play pool...won 1 out of 3 games with dear..went S11 coffee shop..shared gong bao ji ding...super spicy and pathetiq...den wanted to buy ice from the drinks stall..the aunty say no they dun sell ice...ok nvm..
den went to buy a can of drink...den ask do dey sell ice again...
aunty: you wan ice for wad! and she diaoed me..gave me tt bu shuang face..me:food very spicy need iceaunty:you buy outside drinks den come here buy ice right!me:no!food very spicy need iceaunty:no we don sell ice..u buy outside drink den wan to come here take ice..the management alr say cannot cas alot ppl do this..
walao eh..F*** her left right upside down ah!...i mean dun sell den don sell la..still must give tt kind of xialan tone and qian bian face..wad kind of business are they doing...even so they shld not be treating their customer like this..aftall we are the one paying and them earning!
if they know tt ppl are buying drinks from outside and coming here to drink..doesn't it mean tt their drinks are too expensive and ppl choose to buy from somewhere else? isn't it time for them to reflect! huh ? huh huh?!
super pissed off with tt women..make my blood boil...argh


u said: u wont use harsh words on me again...u wun chg...promised

finally..took all my sup papers...pray hard tt i'll pass all..if not..the consequences are gonna be real bad...


hai..seems like the happy moments are getting lesser and lesser now..we spent most of the time calculating how much both of us gave in...attitude...that is not the way it shld be...
got reprimmanded again by dear..regarding studies..nvm bout that..many tears...understand tt u care..but yr tone and the way u talked is jus so...i dunno...u think for yrself..im not yr criminal

things are gg so wrong...

love this song by michael bolton..heard it from class 95...made sushi today...specially for dear..in the end..not even a thank you..instead got scolded and thrown with attitude...


-love me for a reason..let the reason be love-